I told him that the hardest part about all of this is that my heart is broken and I tear up when NG and I have to be in the same room together, while NG acts as thought nothing is wrong. I finished with "Men are pigs. :-P
My friend said, "Well make some bacon... it works with lemons and lemonaide, so why not?"
So, I'm not sure how... but I'm going to make bacon. (I hope God's not still Kosher...lol)
I said that I was going to start living with the faith of Joshua. How do I do that? I need to trust God for everything. EVERYTHING. I've done it before... and the stories are amazing... (I will share them at some point) so why did I quit? When did I quit? I don't know... but I know that if I start again, and truly believe in Him for ALL THINGS... even the impossible... God will provide, and provide far past my wildest dreams...
In all things, I have to remember ...
I am a treasure.
I deserve to be treated as such.
Nobody who thinks I'm "not good enough" is good enough for me.
God is good.
Most importantly of all, I have NEVER ONCE been alone...